In life sometimes we can't avoid that you feel so badly in need of changes...
It is suppose to changes for better self inside or outside.
Most the time, irony plays the big parts in our life..
When "I want to be ALONE means I badly need someone to CARE"
But real changes like a METAMORPHOSIS just happen no matter you like it or not, you know no matter how loud your heart screaming for helps and how scare you are to new things, you just need to let it happen.
It is inevitable.
It is permanent.
It is right now.
Best wishes to all people who are going through it.
You will get it if you are firm of your choice on what you want to be.