Thursday, December 23, 2010

Linkin Park - Crawling

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling

I can't seem to find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I'm convinced that there's)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled
Itself upon me distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence)
(I'm convinced that there's)
(Just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before so insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There's something inside me
That pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear
Is never ending, controlling
(Confusing what is real)

Monday, November 22, 2010

I want a Parka....


Shopping is not my thing but lately I been eying for a parka or hoody might be more appropriate for hot weather country....
I want something with Hood so i can hide myself 24-7,filtered all the noise outside i dun want to listen.
Kenny with parka is just so cute....


Thursday, September 2, 2010

Innocence Age


This remarkable clip by our Yasmin Ahmad,whom will always be remembered.
This clip is just simply touching and meaningful and reminds us that sometimes, simple and innocent is the precious thing that we cannot trade and get once we lost.So when we grow older,what does we gain?Opening more Pandora's boxes?
Think about it.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Unknown,Uncertainty,Unpleasant,Undeniable....

May,June which follow by July thats the lifespan of my freaking industrial training;quote from Grey's series 'Intern is the lowest in the freaking food chain" some prefer to stay out of trouble if they have no freedom they will rust their brain,blurred their vision so they can pass a day like a zombie sitting and do nothing or contrary with freedom perhaps doing their own things and having own sweet time.

For cases that is totally opposite will be either you work like dog or being dragged like a dog and your only answer is always Obey.

Nothing is hardship or torture more than mental emptiness and lack of someone that can communicate with you at the same level of mentality.

Wondering, ponder what I have achieve past this few years and possible future except a lousy result with a degree that probably without recognition is kind of pathetic and yet this is the reality. Honestly, it hurts and annoying to think about.

Thinking of wrapping my rottenness with another degree or master with extra skills but seem kind of unpractical now....

Emptiness filling inside out when thinking through I have nothing throughout my whole life and with some depressing thinking that the emptiness will follow me till eternity.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

理发




为了回味母亲那双巧手为我再次理发,我特别缠她为我修剪额前那络刘海。

不锈钢的剪刀原是为了修剪布料,现为母亲理发的工具。

银光闪闪的剪刀特别映照出母亲那双一生劳碌持家充满岁月痕迹的手,每一个斑点,细痕透漏了主人的辛勤劳动.

望着她那双手,心中的感慨万分,感动及感谢不知该从何叙述,心中默念此刻会停留多下,好似时光回流到童年,一边让母亲理发,一边听她唠唠叨叨的,特别感动!

在那个母亲为我理发的响午,我决心要努力与时间竞赛到底,要在母亲有生之年里历尽孝道.

请原谅女儿过往的不孝

小敏