Wednesday, April 21, 2010

理发




为了回味母亲那双巧手为我再次理发,我特别缠她为我修剪额前那络刘海。

不锈钢的剪刀原是为了修剪布料,现为母亲理发的工具。

银光闪闪的剪刀特别映照出母亲那双一生劳碌持家充满岁月痕迹的手,每一个斑点,细痕透漏了主人的辛勤劳动.

望着她那双手,心中的感慨万分,感动及感谢不知该从何叙述,心中默念此刻会停留多下,好似时光回流到童年,一边让母亲理发,一边听她唠唠叨叨的,特别感动!

在那个母亲为我理发的响午,我决心要努力与时间竞赛到底,要在母亲有生之年里历尽孝道.

请原谅女儿过往的不孝

爱
小敏

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Ur renewal limit has reached....




"Sorry, your renewal limit has reached"shown in my screen when i was going to renew my book, i guess the same say for my age...this is the beginning of adulthood...many things to wonder no more fantasy and more lies, more conceal...more dodge...

A point where you life is flipping to the right course or wrong and once wrong you will need years to make up to your mistake and more guilt and shame to go through...no more innocent age...
i guess that what say about reaching adulthood...you may not think but you just head to it...

anyway, thanks for celebration thrown by my beloved friends....Rene,Net and Deb.you guys are amazing hehe......
A cup cake for my 22....viva la growing older.!!!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Routine...


Something is happening and today when i walk back from KL sentral after my brunch with Net(hehe a nice delifrance breakfast treated by her..thanks dear),the feeling of Dejavu just come to me and i suddenly realise i walk past this same route last week just exactly last week i pay a visit to KL sentral go through the tren and the things happen exactly same when i finish crossing the checking point then take the escalator and then here come the tren but this time my venue is shorter i will stop at the Lrt University but not Asia Jaya like last week...

All the same routine things just get to me and makes me wonder like i m stuck in a big black hole for nearly a week which make me feel likes ages...last week was such a hell week having crazily spending time in McD ss14 for whole night chasing work editing with a bunch of crazy teammates on this GIT clips..

Routine....when we stuck and we feels something gets u like a routine what will you do to get out of routine ? get out of the box? get out of the habitual thing....??
Everyday,ever year, every single human in the surface of earth had been trap by their own routine, the live with the same pattern for a period of time without knowing they can actually do something again and again for maybe a weeks,a month or years...

Astonishingly, when someone gets wake up call from a routine they have this thing like a struck...a struck the hit u hard it might be good or bad depends on individual..so seriously...i actually not so much as routine but last week just feel so same...hang out with same people, similar type of brunch and also treat from same people and same tren direction is just makes my memory overlapping...haha..sort of confusing...

But the struck that hit me hard is good...is not i m not hanging out on saturday again but i don't wan stuck by this routine,makes some changes to keep my braincell and passion and creativity from dying out ....if we ever dig deeper of the reason that make u stuck then start to see what u have done today and compare it with last week,last last week,last last last week.. I bet you be shock....

Sunday, September 13, 2009

A tribute to Heath Ledger

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus

I guess the death of talented actor Heath is still vivid in our mind..this was his last movie "the imaginarium of Dr. Parnassus".

In the present day, immortal 1,000-year-old Doctor Parnassus (Christopher Plummer) leads a traveling theatre troupe—including a sleight of hand expert, Anton (Andrew Garfield), and a dwarf, Percy (Verne Troyer)—that offers audience members a chance to go beyond reality through a magical mirror in his possession.[4] Parnassus had been able to guide the imagination of others through a deal with the Devil (Tom Waits), who now comes to collect on the arrangement,[5] targeting the doctor's daughter (Lily Cole). The troupe, which is joined by a mysterious outsider named Tony (portrayed by Heath Ledger, Johnny Depp, Jude Law, and Colin Farrell),[6] embark through parallel worlds to rescue the girl.[7]
(from wikipedia)

Due to his sudden deceased, his role is carry on by Johnny Depp, Colin Farell and also Jude Law that make this another additional point to watch ..
Let us mourn for this great actor and pray the best for him...Malaysia still yet to confirm the premier date but this Christmas America will be in the memory of loving Heath.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

My first true love...

My first true love...i don't know how could i ever let go on you..
Ever since the last time we depart into different direction..
I thought i can totally get over you..
You are so nice, so deep, so interesting,
I never bored of you, i can spend my whole day just looking at you,
spend my time with you, touching you, play with you,
and you never let me down,
I m sorry i let go of you,
I m regret i give up so easily on you,
We still share something deep and intimate,
You will always have a piece of me,
I want you back into my life,i wish that i have never let go on you
I used two years time to go on my life without you..but you just impossible to give up and forget..
you are one of the amazing thing that had ever happen in my life,
one true thing that brings a lot out of me..
i withered without the present of you..
I thirst to learn and understand more about you...
How about we bury the old hatchet and start over again..
shall we....can I??
I swear my love..i will never ever let go on you again...
My beloved

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Gloomy Sunday....

Aimless? Sloppy? Relaxation? Wondering?
Love yourself
(from Le Love Blog)
NO ONE IS GOING TO LOVE YOU IF YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF

Loving myself philosophy:
1.Facial/mask twice a week
2.Pamper myself with good musics
3.Dine fine food.
4.Coffee or tea?
5.Fully rest.
6.Having good time.
7.Enjoy good movies
8.
9.......Never ending loving youself so you able to share love with others too ...